Shame

I have a crush on a married man, and I feel guilty. Why I feel guilty, I'm not really sure...I'm certainly not mistress material. And I've met his wife, and she is very pretty and nice and sweet and they make the cutest couple. And I like them as a couple! It's not like "oh..what a cute couple" BLECH. Not at all..they work as a cute couple.
But back to my crush. He is the nicest guy...young, smart, hot, funny, and has daily conversations with me. It figures. I always want what I can't have.